I truly do have an addictive personality. I fall in love with different hobbies, or more like the idea of hobbies/careers, etc, all the time. I research and look at all of the ways to get involved and become amazingly awesome at them. I may even take a class or two. And then I get bored and move on. Well, not bored exactly, but my patience doesn't keep up with how fast internet buying is.
So I always know a little about a lot of things. But I never finish anything. Some find it endearing. I find it annoying and embarrassing, but like with everything else, I usually have flitted off to another circle of friends before anyone notices.
But with all of my spare time lately, I have stumbled onto all of these amazing fashion blogs that I adore. And the hair videos are actually doable for my hair. And then I wonder....could I ever learn to sew like that?
Almost all of my aunts sew. But I hate all of the things I've ever seen them make. And I just wonder...I can never find clothes that fit me. Everything always falls off of my shoulders, or is too tight on my bust, and then too long. Can't I just make all of my own things? But do places offer classes in learning to sew? Do you have to teach yourself?
What I wouldn't give to have my own apartment. And if I could follow through on the hobbies I want to do...it'd be the most adorable little place. I'd have my banjo and keyboard set up. And I'd finally be working on my music. And maybe a sewing machine in the corner, with my knitting nearby. And music would always be on. And always smelling of baked goods.
And...and...and..and....I'm daydreaming again and creating my own perfect little world.
However, I get pretty close to it when I block everyone else out and do everything on my own.
mmmmmmmm maybe I should get serious and write everything down and make a plan of attack. Be a grown up, make more things a reality.
mmmm, yesss, yesss (insert 'stache and chin stroking here)
